So this is my new baby. I have decided after being sucked in one too many nights into the blog world of creativity, families with encouraging and courageous lives, ideas and.... oh my the list is just beginning in my head. And I promise to share them with you all.
There is a story always a story behind names in my life and world. So hang in there while I share the inspiration for this blog. Two going on three weeks ago my
best friends niece died in a farm accident. At this point my
Shanny, (this is my endearing name for her that she loathes) had been training for a half marathon for a couple of months and it was planned for the weekend after sweet Delia's sudden death. Of course all of us who love her and know that she is fiercely committed gave her every reason not to. Besides all the traveling, emotional support to her family and husband, mothering( two lovely girls Eden 3 in July and
Keela 8mo) she had done in that week, the pure devastation and grief were not going to fully hit her until she stopped and breathed in air for a little bit. She was on the fence about whether or not to go for it, but of course when the date came she hit the ground running!!!
We chatted Sunday night about her race and all that her heart and mind went through. All that God carried her through and wove into her during the race. She balled at points because she realized that she should have been sharing this Joy and accomplishment with the ones she loved including Delia. Also all the emotion that had to be stuffed down for a week came to the surface and erupted in tears and joy. Needless to say she finished and I left the conversation with a desire and nudging. Because of the deep admiration and joy I felt in her accomplishment and in her beauty.
Now anyone who knows me , has heard me on many occasions echo my pure unadulterated hate for running. I admire those who do it, but for me it equals pain and discipline on a level I just don't come by naturally.It also is associated with uncomfortable images of body parts unruly and smacking me in the face and my then (9yrs. ago) overweight, like an additional 80lbs. body.
So when mentioning the desire and idea of doing it, Mike laughed at me. Well not full blown belly
laugh, but more of a chuckle. When I
proceeded with
certainty and Shannon
laid out the reality of training for it. Mike was on board with pride and a little
uncertainty of what happen to his wife. He took me the next day to get running gear, he's so wonderful!!! Day one through 3 proved to be hard, realizing that the pain did not become less after 9 yrs. of not running, and the breathing part I am no good at. And fore mentioned memories did not take place, thank God for great bras and three pregnancies to reduce the excess.
All of this to say that I have learned a tremendous amount about myself already and that is worth every ounce of discipline I can summon up. But most of all I have seen that the key to it all is BREATHING. Which I feel is the Key to all of life. Taking a step back to breathe. Breathe in life, beauty, strength, peace; whatever it is you need is as accessible as air if you just stop to gain it through fresh breath and a healthy dose of perspective. Needless to say, last week i committed to do a half marathon in
Nashville, TN in late September with Shannon, Dana, Amy (my mom in law), and a longtime friend of ours Lydia.
And so without further
ado....
I am starting my own way to breathe, mainly because I believe that this year has revealed so much about me and who I am and what I love in life and I want to share it, the beauty and struggles of motherhood, swimming through the endless world of craftiness and sharing my favorites with you and all the other wonderfully complex rooms of my heart need a place to Breathe and if you wanna a place breathe, come along for the run.
Here's the amazing definition and i highlighted the favorites for me!!
Breathe - Definition and More from the Free Merriam-Webster Dictionary:
"Words You Never
Knew Came From
'Mother'
Main Entry: breathe
Pronunciation: \ˈ
brēth\
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): breathed; breath·
ingEtymology: Middle English
brethen, from
brethDate: 14
th century
intransitive verb
1 a : to draw air into and expel it from the lungs : respire; broadly : to take in oxygen and give out carbon dioxide through natural processes b : to inhale and exhale freely
2 :
live
3 a obsolete :
to emit a fragrance or aura b : to become perceptible : be expressed
4 : to pause and rest before continuing
5 : to blow softly
6 : to feel free of restraint
7 of wine : to develop flavor and bouquet by exposure to air
8 a : to permit passage of air or vapor b of an internal combustion engine : to use air to support combustion
transitive verb
1 a :
to send out by exhaling b : to instill by or as if by breathing
2 : to give rest from exertion to to inhale
3 : to take in in breathing
4 : and exhale
5 a :
utter, express b : to make manifest : evince— breathe down one's neck 1 : to threaten especially in attack or pursuit
2 :
to keep one under close or constant surveillance— breathe easy or breathe easier or breathe easily or breathe freely : to enjoy relief (as from pressure or danger
Stay tuned for more fun oposts to come but too hold you over here's a new favorite Blog of mine. So much great creativity and articles!!
http://www.dana-made-it.blogspot.com/